The flash of pain .
I crave you.
I fear you.
And here I am chasing you again.

The warmth of love.
I crave you.
I fear you.
And here I am trying to run again.

Pain is the love I allow myself to feel.
A bond made from trust.
So similar in many different ways.
And yet only one is considered sane.

The screams of passion and fear.
sounds so similar in my ears.
moans from dry throats.
clenching and relaxation from sweaty bodies.

When the two combine.
A world entwines with beauty.
a completion of desire.
the complications of guilt.

So spank me again.
but whisper that you love me in my ear.
teach me a lesson.
and let me know that it's because you care.

Give me your anger.
give me your pain.
let me heal your scars.
as you mark mine with the same.

Let me be your release.
however that may be.
I am only here to please.
as long as you take good care of me.

Let me bring it out of you.
can I hold you as you cry?
I can help you embrace your darkness.
and bring you into the light.

Can you tear me down?
So I can pick myself back up.
I want to know what true pain is.
So nothing else will hurt.

Will you take care of my wounds?
After I begged for you to give them to me.
I will tell you how much I care for you.
When you crash into your emotions.

For a moment let us forget.
Any worry about the world is gone.
Wrap me in a painful embrace.
until my heart bursts from love.

I love you.
I hate you.
My body burns.
but your eyes are cold.

The glow in your eyes is addictive.
when I am able to push my body further for you.
The sound coming from your lips is honey.
When you call me a good girl.